Saturday, June 9, 2007

My First Blog

Might be my Last Blog.... Cause words hold no meaning, they are just a temporary display of emotion. They are as true as you want them to be, they have no meaning unless you give them some. Why write when you yourself don't truly relate to the very words that are coming out. ? As a great woman once said - " To Pass time" .. We do alot to pass time.. We do so much that all we do is pass time and not actually try and see what we were meant to achieve to begin with. We distract ourselves 'silly' to such levels that we try and have as little time as possible to do nothing. Simply because when you are alone and have nothing to do you feel like something is wrong, you feel vulnerable to yourself. You ask what am I doing here?.. you question everything you are , everything you do, you look at yourself and wonder who is looking at who?.. Who am 'I'?. Am i just this body that roams around meeting people, doing things, or Is there something else that makes me more than this body?.. Who is this 'me/I' i keep referring to?.. Am I pointing to this body I see myself in, If so then who is the person asking this question?. hmmmmm..... And right there you feel something, but you don't know whether its a happy feeling or a sad one, it doesnt feel like anything... It feels independent of your body, cause its not a feeling at all.. It's 'You' being aware of 'Yourself' .. It stays for a while until you find another thing to distract you.. the truth is that 'our Life' itself is distraction created by us for ourselves. It makes us ONE with our body, and we live as if we were one n the same, but if you took a little while aside for yourself you see the true nature of yourself, you see the truth....
There is only 'Truth', all else is an illusion that we call 'our life'.

- No i haven't gone nuts, just a thought ... : )